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02:39 am
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Kicked to the curb.
There is a certian person in my life that I have to deal with . Having left over feelings
is just killing me and it makes me wanna hit the wall so bad and it is making me crazy.
My love/hate is just to fucking thin.
Note to all Do not live close to your exes that's all I have to say.
Current Mood:  pissed off
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06:08 pm
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Slipping in to somthng.
Slipping in to something dark and cannot get out of.
A while back I wish I could made things work better with my kids mom and now it's over and I feel powerless and cannot do the thing's I need to or make sense of it. Fuck what I am tring to say .
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12:06 am
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It's been a while.
It has been a long time . I live in Tacoma...I have a son and he is 2 years old.
That somes that up.
For a long time I have been up and down with my emotions not honset with my self. I hate the fact that I have hatered in side (it' not as bad as it was but it's still there. ) that eats away I get bitter about things I don't understand why I do . Who know knows what I am getting at this a journal and I am getting shit off my chest.
I work at a plasma donation center in Tacoma and boy do some fucking losers ( well not every one there are some people that I think are pretty fucking cool in my book. ) I mean they come in with this the whole world owes me and all that shit . I just have to vent about it some times because hey the job drains the fuck out of me some times.
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06:31 pm
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Out of the soul.
Fingers digging inside like claws through skin
the outer and inner self can't take much more.
Right now things are such a bore that every thing
should just fly away from every thing that hurts.
Never to return because the wheel of life just keeps
turning and turning.
Current Music: NiN "gave up"
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03:58 pm
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He fucking heeeeeeee!!!!1
Time for me to throw my two cents into shit...so here we go. Today I was on the bus and it's over crowded from all the goddamn base ball fans that have just come on and that shit. Lets face it the team sucks and the players making way too much fucking money for their own good.
They willnever win a world series and it makes the bus reek of yuppie ness (and fuck off if my grammer or spelling is not perfect.) Take the fucking sounder or car pool or somting and metro needs to have more buses for that porpose. Feels great to get that off my chest.
Emo kids good god take some Zoloft and shut the fuck up for all the other genres please and the music well I won't go there.
Good day to all every one.
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03:20 pm
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Ministry .
Can't wait to see Ministry tomorrow it will be my 3rd seening them but this time with revolting cocks it's some thing that must be experienced. The Showbox is a pretty decent
place for live shows in my opinion. I have seen type o negative twice there and was satisfied.
Tonight me and my girl friend will be at the Noc Noc tonight:)
Current Mood:  cheerful
Current Music: Mortiis-Marshland
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10:50 am
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What's up I am back!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Frist of all me and Heather are splits ville for the those who do not know and I am glad it happend:)
These days I have been feeling like the whole world is going down the shitter and it only gets worest before anything gets better. There's no common courtsy any more
almost no love. For my friends that are reading this don't take this the wrong way
I am not talking about you guys I do love my friends. Any way and to those people
that go around and use people I have two words "Fuck you" and get a job or sell some dope and buy pride. People like that grind my gears and ohhhh those fuckers
that just float off there welfair cheacks "fuck you" people like that make working class heros look bad. To those guys who hit women: get help or just shoot your self
...lets just say if I had a sister and if some guy hit her that mother fucker would be so beat down that his dick would hit the dirt. This all shit I am just getting off my chest:) and telling people what grinds my gears...ohh ohh to those fuck heads that don't pay child support fuck you all I have to say is it takes two to
tango.
Have a happy fuck easter...to christians I say this Jesus died for your sins not mine.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Mortiis~ Marshland
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05:35 pm
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Shows That I am looking forward to:) and me jibber jabbering
On Thursday Ozzfest 2005 (Heather won tix to) which will have Rob Zombie
headlining the second stage,Iron Maiden and Black Sabbath. Next month
NIN at the Key Arena and we have genral addmission it sucks that alot
of people that I know that are going have seats. October 4th Danzig w/Doyle.
These days just been working and all that jazz. Me and Heather went to the Noc Noc on Saturday and the Mercury and had a blast...Jewels and Andy from KMFDM were at the Merc and Andy always cracks me up he was
bitching about 2am is too early for last call and I can agree with him on that.
I have to tell yopu all that on the 06/06/06 is the day me and Heather will get married. The band Charlie Drown will play and if you come it
will be a costumed event. I will keep you all posted on the info.
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Hanzel und Greatyl:Kaiser Von Shizer
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08:14 am
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Constantine
What can I say the movie kicks ass in so many ways:) Any one who has not seen it should see it. The movie came out on DVD a couple of days ago.
On an other note Me and Heather are gonna get married next year:) The
date 6/06/06 ha ha ha ha. The wedding will take place in Evrret ( I miss spelled it) in our friends back yard and the band Charlie Drown will play it.
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04:09 pm
[Link] | RIght now just chilling on the computer last week Heathers tires got slashed at the Noc Noc. Also she got her cheeks pierced and I got my septum pierced. Then her van was stolen then the next day the cops found
it down the street.
Last night we went to a freinds house and Heather got to see a friend she
has not seen in years. My friend Sacha has gotten better at his air brush
paintings and I must say they rock in many ways. I have to say things
are going pretty good and some times crazy.
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: KMFDM~Light
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08:23 pm
[Link] | Me and Heather went to the Noc Noc last Sunday night and had a blast Dave
from the show insomniac was in Seattle and got to meet him and he bought
me and Heather a some drinks. The Shitty thing was some prick slashed the
back of Heathers tires. So the night went to kick ass to shitty...ok
I saw the new Batman movie and loved it the visuals the story. Batman
has made a kick ass come back.
FYI I am back on Yahoo IM again. Right now I am gonna go for a walk so I can get out of my place.
Current Mood:  bored
Current Music: Pigface~assphole
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03:47 pm
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The past few days.
Lets see...I have been getting more hours at my job in the past few days
which is not a bad but today I wanted to work. I mean come on staying home in side is not what I call blast. If there is any one here that has
a my space I am Darkpogo13. Today will most likely be a cleaning day
for the most part and just have a lazy day.
Current Mood:  lazy
Current Music: Wumpscut~Fear in motion
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12:03 pm
[Link] | Ahhh...Still getting used to my spaceand I have to say it's growing on me I am tring to find friends to add to it.
Noting really new to post about. I have this itchy mole on my arm and I do not know what to do about it.
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04:56 pm
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I am on Myspace now.
That's right I gave in to myspace. I am darkpogo13.
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03:55 pm
[Link] | Just got off work and winding down. Heather is playing video games so nothing
fancy going on here. We are gonna go out to the Noc Noc tonight and have a good time...get drunk and all that jazz. Can't think of any thing else to write
so later.
Current Mood:  drained
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05:47 pm
[Link] | Just sitting around on my day off and just doing little things around the new
apt. Things have been getting better slowly but I am happy. Ok Yesterday I took a bus down to Kent to see my mom and my brother and the rest of the family. Every thing went well and my nephew is getting bigger and still cute.
the bus ride was not to bad...it wore me out going there and back.
It's funny how much Kent sucks I mean if you have not lived there then I do
not know how to tell you.
The new NIN rocks if any has not picked it up yet...if you just listen to it with a open mind you will be happy with it:)
Aqua Teen rocks!
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03:01 pm
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Transmissions from my home.
What's up? I have the internet again so you and all will get to hear from me
again:) It takes a while to read every ones posts but I am tring my best.
Today is my day off and so far I know I have to get so cleaning around me and
Heathers new place. We moved into a one bedroom last week and we love it. We
also love the fact that it is just me and her and not the room mate I will
not give out her name. So any way me and Heather went out to the NOC NOC last
night and had some fun and for once I did not get trashed but I did get buzzed.
Well this is going to be short beacauase I need coffee.
Current Mood:  blah
Current Music: Danzig How the gods Kill
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06:25 pm
[Link] | Whats up? I know I have not been on line for a while so here is what's gping on.
I work at a carwash in Lynnwood and going out once and a while. Me and Heather wanna get married next year.
Me and Heather went to Norwescon and had a blast...also I am meeting new friends and all that jazz.
I can't think of anythingelse.
Current Mood:  sick
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10:28 am
[Link] | Aww still looking for work but not giving up. Next weekend there will be
a comic con in Seattle and Jhonen Zasquez (Invader Zim, J.T.H.M.,Squee)
will be there I don't know where in Seattle but I will find out. Me and
Heather will be there:)
It was my brothers B/day a few days ago and he is 22 now. Me and Heather
went to a party and we both got really fucked up and did not get home
intil 9am.
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12:32 am
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X-Mas
Well this year my X-mas was a good one and Heather got me a Inavder Zim stocking:) You can't go wrong with that and a perfect circle dvd titled amotion
and many other cool clothing. I know it's been a while since we have been out
but so we have been busy but we shall be out some time soon:)
Nothing really new to write about I still need to find a job but one will come
up I know it.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: HIM~Solitary Man
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